Friday, August 31, 2007

and then . . .

and then there are the moments that i look at a picture of kyle
and i look into his face looking back at the camera
looking at me or you or someone else
but in this case me
i look into his eyes
looking into my eyes
and then i remember that he'll never be here to look at me again
to talk to me
or lecture me
or teach me
or make me laugh
or say, mom its all good

oh kyle its all bad
its all so very very bad

2 comments:

devon said...

It's fuckin bad alright.

I love you. I'm really sad today.

didi979 said...

Cyn - I love you, call me if you ever feel like talking. I love you lots girl. It does really suck and it is fucking bad.

I was in line to get a coffee this morning and there was this beautiful little bi-racial baby boy being held by his daddy and I was playing with the little guy and then I started to cry. Yep - it sucks!!!

I love you,
Di